Story of me live

Well it started when I was born in 2000 October 16. In Santa Maria and what my mom tell me of the TanakhTanakh is the Bible for Hebert. Well like go when I am 14 when I am in jr high school. That when I started to know how life started to work like break up, having a job, and people let you down  and other thing was death 💀. 
         How I learn of a break up with a best friend or a relationship. Well this how I learn I was 14 year old I ask a gril out. She was sweet and smart. She was the beautiful girl I saw in my eye. We were happy and I want her meet all my best friends and family but I think I was a bad idea because in a few years I started to know and see the different changes having around me with my friends and my brother like they started to do thing the haven’t done with each other. One thing was they started to hangout more. They hangout like 10 at night and 9 in morning like I was it ok they started to know each other more. Months later I started to see text of my brother and friends in my girlfriend phone but I was it ok it fine they are friends. Then one text got my eye it say” hey what are you doing cute and what are you wear right and this your stupid boyfriend then” I was what are they doing and talk about. Then I started to go more deeper I saw the most hurtful thing it is my girlfriend and best friends were say “ I love you “ and saying “ why are you going out with him” her response “ I don’t know I was stupid and tbh I like you more and we should go out low key “ he say “ sure”. When I saw that I was like what did I do wrong with her if I give her my heart to her and the time, attention she needed and gifts. That was enough for her. The next day I want up to her ask her “ if she really love me and she did wanted to be with me “ she say “ of course I do “ . In my mind I was like she don’t know what I know that true. I let it go and more months past then I was walk to her house I don’t tell I saw my girlfriend make out with my friend. When I saw I don’t do nothing and just walk way. The next morning told her I want to your house yesterday and she say “ what time “ I told the time and she change her expression because she fuck up bad. We break up but I told her that I for give her what had done. 
                Next thing was have a job for my own. Job are dick mostly when the people was race because of your color of skin. Like you can see I like white. Do you see a whit working in the field like are few of them but no a lot. For the color of my skin the manger thought that I hated  brown and color people so he treated me like shit. He say that I was do it wrong like I need to be home and this job is not for you and what the fuck you here. We don’t want your color here you think you are better than us. So even day was a change with him. He try to fire me and made me work long hours. I told me mom I want to quit  the job and mom was a wise mother say “ let it go and don’t let him get what he want it”  Well finally I need to go to school I got out and few months I hear at he got fire for the company.
               Finally is people lie, tell you shit, and let you down. I had people like what like they take my girlfriend way for me. Other thing they say you are stupid and you waste of time and why I had you. The list go on. That don’t change how I am and Definitely don’t change my spirit that they are nice poeple in this world and people can change even if they are worth human in the planet. other thing death. I had a lot of people get killed that show that life is shot and you have to in join it. Life the live the whole it like I most die in a car crack and the second the car flipped. The only in my head is give me and give all the people at hurt me. The other thing I had to face is had a gun in my face because a gang member though I was my brother and want to kill me but something don’t let him do thing he did is hit me in the head. That day started to appreciate life more.
           This end of  my story